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4月6日

愚人节夜晚

部门重组前最后一次TEAM BUILD 选择了一个最没安全感的日子。
吵闹  乱舞 然后就作鸟兽散吧
我只享受一个人静静地蜷坐沙发上,在可以看到海的阳台上
半睡半醒着 
 
海是夜色的,什么都看不见,只有浪撞击石头的回响,我感觉在一艘将沉的巨轮上,既兴奋又哀伤。
 
给想得到的人发短信,却是都不在近处,一个在北京,一个在广州,另外一个说已经离开深圳一个礼拜了
可是。。。我总是没有勇气。。。
其实我是最想给某人发的,那个跟我一起看海的女孩子
告诉她 我现在就在可以看到海的阳台上  她一定羡慕死了
可是不知为什么我又犹豫了。。。或者我是怕她会难过。。。
 
睡梦成真
转身浪影汹涌没红尘。。。 
 
4月5日

PROUST

最理想的快乐――跟爱的人远行,失语

最害怕的事情――失明

最钦佩的人――爸爸

最痛恨自己的特点――软弱

最痛恨别人的特点――虚伪

最奢侈的是什么――给自己买很多裙子,给喜欢的人买巧克力

最不满意自己的外表――小肚子

最轻视的人――虚伪的女人

最伤痛的事情――被隐瞒

生命中最快乐的时刻――跟家人一起

最珍惜的财产――声音 文字

最爱的人或东西――家人 亲亲

最希望拥有的才华――舞蹈和文字

最伟大的成就――没有

自己哪一种美德是被过高估计的――善良

最喜欢的职业――开卖银饰的小店或者水果店

最显著的特点――情绪化

最喜欢男性身上的品质――从容

最喜欢女性身上的品质――淡雅

最看重朋友的特点――坦诚 

最希望以什么方式死去――睡梦中

座右铭――LIFE IS ALWAYS WHAT ONE LIKES.

春色无边

地王楼下的黑色大理石面反映出裙底世界春光无限
女人行色匆匆
男人心事重重
 
 
the girl standing at the gate sending leaflet is still in the same clother of "永和大王“
remember i have a date with someone to eat " 豆花 " there
oh that is long long ago...
luckily , it is in early this century but not last century
but why should i always feel things centuries ago are more clear than yesterday... 
 
why somethig changed every moment while something stay all along?
 
this afternoon we hold the first meeting of new EUR RETAIL 1 team. To my suprise ,my
classmate in colleage is now in the same team with me , and she just resignated from E.Y. That is quite a joke to me . I think most in Maersk would be agree with me that she would be regret one day.However,everyone has his or her own choice. Maybe that is not the life what she like, but life isn't always what one likes. I m really depressed these days after getting the salary letter...Working with Adele someday in Asia is the only motivity that keeps me here.  i know i still get chance but i have long way to go...
 
 
3月19日

the center of the sea

 
I know, we can never go back to the sea where we were so reluctant to leave.However, I always  feel like just standing there,  in the center of the sea, in the center of you.  Listen,the sound of rain drop is so gentle and slow, like the blue memories long long and alone. 
 
 
Hearken those ups and downs of your breathing, to me it is the most sweety music from the paradise,I myself is a blossomy tree, am standing in the sunshine , elegent but pensive.
 
who said that she wish to know how to quit you.
3月15日

恼烟撩露 留我须臾住

携手藕花湖上路

一霎黄梅雨

 娇痴不怕人猜

和衣倒入怀

最是分携时候

归来懒傍妆台

3月13日

下雨了

狂舞,然后像油彩一样融化在深南大道的雨夜里。
3月9日

getright

亲爱的,
 
你有没有看过这个MV?超狂野,难以致信我自己会答应在公司annual dinner上去跳HIP HOP。好像一点关系都没有。距上次跳了“我们的祖国是花园”至今已经有十多年都没有手脚并用了,感觉真是奇怪。训练的第一天同手同脚蹲下的时候关节就劈劈啪啪作响。哎,都一把老骨头了,哪里还经得起这折腾。第二天明显感觉到脂肪燃烧想想为了减掉过年那四斤肉于是没那么郁闷了。第三天居然还没下班就每个细胞都开始蠢蠢欲动了。事实证明惯性是巨大的。
 
现在我好像有点爱上了跳舞,可能是因为乱跳的时候不用思想的缘故吧。。。 这样会轻松一点。
 
全身心投入做任何事都会给人带来快感。爱或者恨。
 
唯一不好的一点就是,跳完睡不着觉,像喝醉的感觉,晕乎乎的兴奋,这就是我那么晚了还逛了一圈你们的小窝看看你们睡了没然后又回到自家唠唠叨叨的缘故了。
 
好啦,我要睡了,晚安。
 
============ 转自原始森林  =================
 
So why don't we go, somewhere only we know
Keane - Somewhere Only We Know

I walked across an empty land,
I knew the pathway like the back of my hand.
I felt the earth beneath my feet,
Sat by the river and it made me complete.
Oh, simple thing, where have you gone?
I'm getting old and I need something to rely on.
So tell me when you're gonna let me in,
I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin.

I came across a fallen tree,
I felt the branches of it looking at me.
Is this the place we used to love?
Is this the place that I've been dreaming of?

Oh, simple thing, where have you gone?
I'm getting old and I need something to rely on.
So tell me when you're gonna let me in,
I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin.

So if you have a minute why don't we go,
Talk about it somewhere only we know?
This could be the end of everything.
So why don't we go, somewhere only we know,
Somewhere only we know.

Oh, simple thing, where have you gone?
I'm getting old and I need something to rely on.
So tell me when you gonna let me in,
I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin.
So if you have a minute why don't we go,
Talk about it somewhere only we know?
This could be the end of everything.
So why don't we go, so why don't we go,

Hmmm yea,

This could be the end of everything.
So why don't we go, somewhere only we know,
Somewhere only we know?
Somewhere only we know.
 
我一直在寻一直在找,一个地方,只有你我知道的地方
我会像peter pan那样,在你无法入睡的午夜,轻敲你的窗,带你离去。
像一个被飞翔折磨的灵魂,因欢笑而再次轻盈。
 
又或者,我踏着不变的步伐,方便你的到来。
 
不明白你为什么会一直说自己英语不好,其实你是个英语的天才,你比很多专八的人都懂那些简单的单词拼在一起以后的意思。还有,怎么把音乐贴上去呢?还有啊,一直想知道你怎么能找到我的小窝的?我故意藏起来的呀?
3月8日

case share month ago

Client:E&J
Vdr: Newton
Case: COD
ETD:2006-01-29
 
Vdr placed a booking without any mention of discharge or delivery. Normally for E&J's CY booking,dicharge port should be DUK.  I sent P/A to des and being advised that it should be discharged in LEH .I checked with Maersk Line found it was ok to booked to LEH as it was included in the contract .But there was no direct line to LEH , therefore I intented to booked a container via ROT to LEH.  I thought the ROT was the discharge port and ML would arrange a feeder to LEH but I was wrong. I should booked to LEH so that ML can arrange it without extra cost.
After informed by destination that in MSL system POD was ROT i/o LEH,I wrote a formal request to ML to change the POD to LEH . It cost USD200 COD charge.
Lesson learnt from the case:
1)should check the booking carefully, make sure vdr use the right Maersk Logistics's form and the POR/POD/PCS whatever information details are correct in order to avoid     any further argument. DO NOT revise booking by yourself, clerify with vdr and make them to sumbit a correct one.
2)if any exception which you are not sure,clearify with destination or ask the senior workmate for help .
3)Check RKEM of loading detail after every shipment departured so that you can do the remedial in time if any case happens.
 
Thanks and best regards,
Sabrina

Wine

Something like wine, at first,it is not wine actually. When time goes by, it suddenly be found that it IS wine. It is the magic of time.
 
the first time I saw the movie : the ashes of time (东邪西毒) i don't understand if there anything relatioinship between the the whole story and the name of the film. Now i see the time is running out throught the slow motion of every picture.   
 
woman likes wine. When she was a girl, bright of sunshine, fragrant of fruits and seeds,all the most beautiful things was in her, but she is not wine. When time makes her aged as well as elegent, she becomes wine which make man drunk.
 
Love is wine. We don't understand love when we were young. Many years later, when we listen to the radio again and waiting for our favourite songs, what will be in our mind? Not the one we loved but he ashes of time. 
2月28日

freezing day

Out side it is now raining
and tears are falling from my eyes
why did it have to happen
why did it all have to end

I 'm a big big girl in big big world it is not a big big thing if you leave me
but i do do feel that i do do will miss you much

miss you so much

i can see the first leave falling
it is all yellow and nice
it is all very cold out side
like the way i'm feeling inside

... your arms are around me
oh like fire
but when i open my eyes
you've gone

==================

三月了
亲爱的
春暖花开了么

2月23日

Maersk Jokes

响应朱锐同志号召,今天是母语日。

电话中。。。
 
A:你好,马士基。
B:马司机不在,您迟点再打过来。

A:你好,马士基。
B:什么马士基?
A:就是马瘦得像鸡一样那个马是鸡。

A:你好,马士基物流。(关键要快)
B:。。。。(犹豫了很久)是美极物流吗?

Mail box: Hello, this is Sabrina, I'm not able to pick up the phone at the moment, would you please...
B: 喂? 喂?不知道在说什么。。。(啪地把电话挂了)

another day passed

even more busy today because of taking back Boots. I hv no time to read throught the proust city without saying to answer them. BOOTS vdrs are so glad to hear my voice again over the phone. when i can name them on the first hello, both of us feel happy and excited cause feeling like meeing old friends in the street corner. people are easy to inspired by the appreciation of others. it is always happy memery in my mind when first time that vdr said my voice is sweet and since then i do take good care of his business. and i remember quite well , it is William.

God...Forget to finish VSS action plan... deadline's comming.

Keep it up,Sabrina.

=================

I wish to live with you in a house near by the sea, listen to the sound of wave under the moonlight. In the morning when we open the window, sun's shinning , sea's smiling and we can see the laugh lines.

wish i could fine the lyric of Chivas somewhere...

we should be together
everyday together
for moon light shines on the sea
===============
Thanks Rui for his sharing :

we could be together
everyday together
we could sit forever
as loving waves spill over




2月21日

busy morning

quite busy this morning since TSW & JYL went to finance workshop this morning...
and the English plan nearly drive me mad... where ever have the idea to improve others' English?
we are not children any more... i can not force other to open his mouth...

Proust City

good questionary from BB's space.

谈论060214 早餐

 

引用

060214 早餐

 

吃饭的席间有一四十岁左右的处女座男人,讲了一句话让我印象深刻: “事业和家庭对我而言,家庭更重要.因为家庭是有和无的选择,而事业,只不过是到了哪一个层次之间的区别.”

他和妻子拍了十几年的拖才结婚,我相信他这样说,不仅仅是因为星座和年龄的问题.能这样想的男人并不多.

看了后半截的<Breadfast at Tiffany’s>,40多年前的电影,今年终于遇到。有很多东西都终会遇上,只要是适合的时间。红色外套、黑色帽子、大墨镜、她在织的红色围巾,四十多年后,颜色依然鲜艳。Audrey Hepburn不时让我想起Emily,她们都有仿佛变形的大眼睛,孩子气,脸上的玻璃将美丽和世界隔开。

没有看到她唱《Moon river》的那段,也没有察觉哪里是Tiffany的早餐,我只记住了最后Paul说的那段话,你以为你可以获得自由、不想被笼子困住,其实是作茧自缚,无论去到哪里,你都逃回自己内心的笼子里,你不知道两人相爱才是最大的快乐……如此这般,忘记了前后顺序和具体字句,只觉得,那是今天听到的第二段让我印象深刻的话。

故事的作家原来是Truman Capote,不久前见到有纪念他的电影,一个记者,一个小说家,那个时候的好莱坞,有两部影片,同时向他致敬。

Holly看似独立的女子,在六十年代的银幕上以抽烟树立形象,而最后Paul说的那段话,似乎要说给六十年代所有反叛独立的女子听,仿佛一个预言,并不期望她们在那个十年里领会,但相信终有人会明白,不怕来日方长。

林嘉欣和陈光荣虽然分手了,但我还记得她说过,是因为有一天陈开车到她楼下,接她吃早餐,她才堕入爱河的。因为她觉得,吃早餐是很私人的事情,一旦与别人分享了早餐,便证明了亲密的关系。而每当我想起早餐,便总是想起那些四点半起床的清晨,以及七点半离开直播室后的雀跃。从一开始便没有想过长久,但正如一段恋情,在任何一段关系里,和任何人接触,都会发现不同的自己。

后来看《头文字D》,发现做音乐的是陈光荣,觉得他做得真好。在一部赛车片里,只有把音乐做满了,才能减少绕圈和表情木讷的无趣,哪怕他是一个无趣的人,除了早餐之外不懂得如何让女朋友满意,却也硬是用电子音乐单调的节奏令一部题材单调的影片变得煽情和冲动。我能听到他内心的跃动,只是,我相信他和许多音乐人一样,不善于表达。


 

To show oneself in one's true colors

i don't have any diary except those handing to teacher. you know,i am a good story maker
when i was a little girl and no one would be suspisous of me. i feel being peeped when i
was writing just as stark-naked and standing in the public which make me feel very
uncomfortable. Maye it was because of my courious mom who are trying to read everything
i write on paper ,i guess what she really intested was a slip from boy's. Some times
when she found something, she would be carefully asked detail of the poor guy and said
"his hand-writing is not very good." So i determine to find some one whose hand writing
is good.
i like wandering in friends' blogs and see whether he or she is good recently instead of
calling to say hello. everyone has his own private life which is unwilling to be interupted every
now and then but constant care and appreciation is more that welcomed. Therefore i
looked into their blog to keep up with them but keep distance away. It has been the
biggest change when i am growing up is i don't like to mix up with people,even someone i
like deeply.
Have no diary doesn't means no secrets. Fortunetly i have many friends all along . i
share with them all my happiness and sorrow.i always feel amazing of myself when i speak some philosophic and overfilled with wistom statment.i write letters to them frequently . if it had been published one the day when i 'm famous enough, it should be quite a thick book.Therefore i should say,my friend is my diary.
I used to think people write a blog is a crackpot,duressor and person who is keen of being
bare. but now i'm trying to be this kind of people because they are brave enough to look
at himself and show his own color to others.
Thanks for your always support with IT tips and constantly care in my life. You are the
first reader and permanent fans of mine. Thanks dear. Good night.